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 I would open my window and his light would enter and would stay in me. But one day, I learned that he was unfaithful and I did not say anything, neither shout, neither cry, I only threw myself on this field looking and looking at infinity. And I thought that nothing ever happens here and nothing has happened for a long time. My madness is that I no longer live, neither I have any interest in living. I do not care about anything in this world. Nothing happens here anymore." and Love said:
 " Your story is very sad indeed ;and you are lost in that sky that is not blue but more grayish than the night. I cannot criticize you but I would like to give you an advice. I know that you do not want to look back, that time passes without passing and that you watch how all things pass...continued>