Revealed Mysteries

 The noble feelings of  Love, Happiness and Joy, have united but nevertheless, they  attack me and they hurt me, they offend me and they mistreat me. How paradoxical this can be, perhaps is strange. Can somebody explain this? But the certain thing, is that they do not want to give me the option to approach them. They just want me to leave, to move
away immediately from them. 
They accuse me of not loving, not feeling, of not wanting, even they watch me with coldness, aberration, scorn. Nevertheless, I watch them and I say to them: That I really love them deeply. And I look for the most beautiful words and deeper feelings, but they treat me worse than dust. I am like dry earth, for them. But I am always there, always contemplating, hoping, always kind, alert, and waiting for the moment to answer their call. But they seem to hate me. Their rejection is so great that nothing can be compared to such scorn. Even Love hides her face, Happiness closes her eyes, and Joy ignores me, and they shout to me. I have become what they do not want to understand.  Nevertheless, I tell them: " I have always understood  you, and  have wanted to take your hand and the only thing that I receive is your rejection." Even to Love I dared to say:" If you are Love why don't you love me?"
And I saw a tear falling to the floor, and forming a terrible and frightful roar. And she said to me: " I am sorry about my feelings and I truly hope that you can forgive me." I tried to speak to Joy and I hurried to meet her,  but she did not want anything to do with me and seemed to turn into bitterness.  Then, I said: " The day will arrive that I will embrace you, the day will arrive on which I will kiss you, and my breath will be your breath, and I will live in you, and you in me." But as I was saying this, Joy started to shake and was filled with fright, which made me very sad...continued>