I also looked for Happiness, and I said to her: "Love and Joy, have rejected me, they have torn my clothes, and they have watched me without sweetness. You, Happiness, will you also take off your look from me?" 

And  Happiness was very hard, and she said: To move away, that I am like the ice, and they like the fire, and that we don't have anything in common. But I said to her " Give me an instant, only an instant, and I will give you eternity."

And she said: " I will not give you anything, and if I ever find you again, I will take away your remains, your poverty, even your misery. I will leave you in total emptiness" And then I said to her: " I have been born to Love, by divine command,  and that is my intention, I will not leave you, not even for an instant" 

 Then,  Happiness  called Joy and  Love, and I asked myself: What do they want to say to me? At that moment,  they gave me a golden disk, neither small, nor large, it was very polished, it was like a mirror. And they told me: " We know that we will never understand each other , but we want you to watch yourself and after you do, then, decide whether you are your lawyer, your judge, or
your executioner" 

And they said again: "We would rather leave now and you in your privacy, take a look and then, maybe you will be able to understand us."

And I felt that this strange moment would bring me some revelation. And I was thankful to them and then I said
 " I Love you all and someday, we all be one."  When they listened this,
 they left.

 Then, I took he polished disk and I was wondering what I would see, when I was able to discover this secret. And what I saw in front of my eyes....was...Death.

Excerpt of the book
 " Paradox " by Mr. Oscar Basurto