Spiritual Archeology 12

And I began to doubt about life; thinking and comparing those ideas and other ideas." And he also thought: " I am mad, that is for sure. I got away from everybody because I would not trust them and now because of my lack of trust , of faith, of hope, of illusion, of fantasy; pretending to escape to reflect on, and here in this loneliness in this desert, I have come to kill myself." And he cried his bitterness and his grief. Another day passed by like that, and the night came, and on that night everything seemed different. The sky was once more, covered with stars and while looking at that star, he said: " I have lost my mind, I do not have hope nor illusion left, so I prefer to be a child again...continued>