THE LOSS OF AN ANGEL GALLERY
IN MEMORY OF THE TSUNAMI VICTIMS

If today I say goodbye, is not because I ask for forgetfulness, but because you left very fast. You were gone among the wind and the sea, leaving me in complete silence and in the deepest darkness.

I don't have any tears left, I gave them all to you. In that moment, in that hour, my life changed so much, that today, I don't  know if I truly exist or rather I'm a shadow, which remembers that  everything was different before, since, with your presence, life had plenitude, smiles, joy, dreams, illusions, hopes. All was lost, that day, and nothing has remained, only your memory.

There are many ways of handling the different events in our lives. Some, will transform our whole being and this happens, when we lose an angel, when the being that we loved the most, looked after, and cherished, does not stay in our world,  in our reality, and we feel him/her as very, very far away, from us.

The experience of death, is something that we all have to experience and is more than a loss, it is an inevitable step, to the vast universe of eternity.
We all are inhabitants, of a finite world, which always reaches the end, but there is also a light of hope, that shines beyond the most terrible darkness that encircles it.
A funeral is a ceremony, but also and above, it has to be an expression of love and of liberation, where those who stay alive, honor the eternal essence of those that move forward in the path, sometimes too soon, as the cases of children and adolescents, since youth, should never be delivered to death.

But there are outrageous and inexplicable destinies in the multiple paths of men. Which finally will end, the glory of human companionship. And those beings who one day, we loved, kissed, and were near our own soul, those beings have left to a region of eternity. And as science of spirituality, we are not forgetting them, but rather, there is a permanent, living, memory and the constant respect, which is beyond words, and is ardent flame of the human and divine feeling, that does not accept the cruel destiny, and that looks beyond. Since even though we all are hold to pain, sickness and death, we also are eternal and free, and without pain and without death, because of that conscious faith, that even full of tears, can also be reborn in the commitment of filial love, which will not decline, for the fury of the elements or for anything.

Every story of death is terrible and dreadful, but every story, also is ,a path for learning and growing. And when there is nothing to be done, the essence stays beyond substance, that is, when our heart grieves and shouts in the deepest silence with the voice of the soul and says: I love you, I love you without measure and unceasingly. You were the light of the day in my path, and now in this darkness, you will also be the light of the star of the night, and in certainty, you will give me light. I will call you, you will call me, and I will not hear you and you will not hear me. My eyes want to see you and only the empty horizon will appear, but if life turns into a challenge, because you no longer are here, I don't want and I will not allow love to become a moor because, love is life and wherever you are, my beloved, you still will be joy, you will keep blooming, even if the world does not longer know you.

Heaven, now treasures you and for you, I will go beyond my senses, my reason and my fears. I will reclaim you in the depth of my spirit that as yours, will leave the gift of material wrapping and will be, as a flower turning into fundamental oil and essential aroma. Then, I will see you , I will listen to you, I will embrace you forever, not with my body but with the love of Love Himself.

Beloved, you left the perishable substance and now you are incorruptible essence, receive the best from me, I honor you with all my being, because the true God, lives in you, by whom, I believe that death will not steal you and that now your body and breath, smile in the peace and the presence of the Creator of life itself.

This life has frontiers and we are as vessels, cups of glass, that when they break, the perfume that were holding, does not pour to the earth, but acquires the charisma of the divine breath, which expands for eternity and becomes one with reality, and does not ever die, but is born every day, since it has become one and is beyond form and time and now is eternity.

I know that the mind is fragile and the emotions are vulnerable, but how not to suffer? If your footsteps, the ones that I would follow. Your hand, who guided me. Your voice, the one who I would hear. Your dream, my dream. Your life, my life. And my heart beats today in a different way, and if I had to define it, I would say that it has two lives, one, of course, has my name, and the other, is written with fire of diamonds with your name.

You live in eternity and you also live in me. You will not leave me, I will not leave you. Loneliness will not accompany me, and will not accompany you. I know that I love you, I know that you love me.

Glory be to the Sacred Name of God. Before His presence, I bow, before His presence, I deliver you and before Him, I claim and reclaim eternal peace for you!
You will keep on living, because I will always Love you... Forever.

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